Life's caught up eh? Ugh my camera's been packed away at the bottom shelf of my closet for forever now. Well, I'm moving rooms, so it'll have to come out soon, but I didn't even take it to school during Halloween, Homecoming.....I'm just too stressed out.
Also, I'm at that point where nothing quite looks at cool as I hoped it would after I click the shutter button, and instead of trying to fix it, I just get more frustrated with myself, and my skills, and then it just comes back to how I have finals, and my grades are falling, and I need to GET INTO COLLEGE and why am I photographing things right now anyways?!
There's at least 200 images on my hard drive/computer and multiple memory cards that I've taken, and haven't even thought about processing. Well, I've thought about it now....(hinthintfirstuploadinlikeamonth!) but 2 images in, and I realized auto focus was off on a photo that looked sooooo purty when I shot it, and the whole portrait except for one arm and the back side of the head was BLURRED. That just killed everything. And then I closed Photoshop and turned off the hard-drive.
Can you tell I'm stressed? -wobbly laugh- heh, I'm probably losing it. I've got two weeks until finals and I'm past the point of studying where I'm sort of floating off into nonsense that I'm depressed about my lack of photography skill and time....
Well, if you look around my page and realize I haven't changed anything in a long time, you'll know why...